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Prologue


James Ng Kok Boon


"When the going gets tough, the tough gets going.
Things happen twice. Once in your mind, the other in action.
We write our own chapters in life, we are who we are."
and it goes on...

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metamorphsis.
Friday, February 5, 2010



She lives in a fairy tale
Somewhere too far for us to find
Forgotten the taste and smell
Of the world that she's left behind

I'm gonna make full use of my time to update weekly before I get confined in the tiny island of Tekong. YES, I WILL BECOME A DOG OF MINDEF IN MARCH. Negatives aside, I'm not really looking forward nor anticipating it. Oh come on, who will want to get fucked upside down and do endless of physical training.. any sound mind will not do it.

CNY shopping is almost done and have been going down to town quite frequently, the transport fare hurts D: I begun to realise I took the student fare for granted in the past, how I wish I will still be listening to two beeps when tapping my ez-link.

"Suffer and enjoy success or taste failure and suffer?"

Many would choose the first but young peeps nowadays can't take hardship huh, something is still missing from my life......


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Friday, January 8, 2010



My shaken heart like a wind
My heart vanished like smoke
It can't be removed like a tattoo
I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in
Only dusts are piled up in my mind

Talk about dusts..phew it has been ages since I last came to this little corner of mine. Well..I went to temasek poly open house today for i don know wad and people start to question me whether I knew I will fail my A levels but no.

Lately, many around me bought an iphone. Being able to surf facebook and youtube on the go is seriously dam cool and adding on are those cool games you can download for FREE. I'm addicted to Jubeat currently. It's actually a arcade game where is similar to those drum mania or whatever you call it game and you have to follow the beat. Aiya.. just go to the arcade at century square and look for a console with 16 boxes, that's Jubeat ;D


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phantasm.
Sunday, December 6, 2009



Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else


Jack of all trade, master of none. I became a so-called telemarketer on friday, calling people to do some stupid, fucked up government survey. I CHEATED! I was supposed to follow the list but I called Alan and Joel instead, and bloody hell the list I got was all Indians, some can't even speak english >:

After that, went to OCH again. Boring sia that place, didn't have any paranormal encounters but saw lots of transvestites in Changi. They are more scary then OCH I swear! We got caught by the same police twice that night due to my underage friends, nabei follow us from Tampines to Changi.

Today went to Armara Sanctuary Resort Centre in Sentosa for some wedding banquet. Nope, I'm not invited but I went there as a waiter. They said my hair was too blonde, fuck they should have seen the colour before this, I swear they will keep their mouth shuts after that. So bo bian because of my Cloud Strife hair colour, I was told to stay in the backlane where all the chefs were.

Being in a hotel line is good, do you know that the chefs sometimes cooked extra dishes and where do these go to? MY STOMACH ;D Scallops, Chicken, Abalone, Mushrooms all we can eat, yum yum.

I don feel like working anymore, is just like all these part-time jobs are really too part-time. Like do awhile only, fucking sian D:


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aphorism.
Monday, November 30, 2009



I'm still G Dragon O: Because the hairdresser wasn't there when I went back, how lucky. Macus made a wasted trip with me because he wanted a haircut too and so we went back to tampines to meet the guys for soccer! It was pouring when we got back but we proceed with our plan instead and like magic the rain stopped soon after, lucky +2 :D

Met the mov dudes at simei after that and everyone was like "woah ah beng uhhh!", "nice hair!" Fuck! I'm seriously gonna change my hair colour, it's like giving me lots of trouble :( I don't want to be a ah beng lahh and my brows are still black and with my blonde hair, it's very very weird t.t

Life is so dull without youuuuu....... ahahahahahahahaha


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poetry in motion.
Friday, November 27, 2009




The first week after A's has just ended, phew really enjoyed myself :) I dyed my hair on Saturday and boy the outcome wasn't wad I really wanted, now I look like G Dragon. Korean songs are hitting the coast of almost every country in the world!

I'm hooked on to Taeyang's Wedding Dress.You guys should seriously start listening to Korean songs for a change and maybe you will fall in love with them like me :D

Oh gosh, I'm shrinking man t.t My weight just hit a deep low of 59kg, have no idea why am I losing weight when I hardly exercise at all. No more G Dragon, hello to new hair colour!


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coup de grĂ¢ce
Thursday, November 19, 2009



Didn't get a wink of sleep last night, probably because there are too many human geography stuffs i'm unsure of! Well, at least now i'm ready for the paper at 8am hehe. Not feeling sleepy at all, due to the over dosage of caffeine i've been taking.

Look at how the A levels has caused me to have an unhealthy lifestyle, please do not go to a JC if you don't want to die young. 2 more papers left before I can be free and just eat, play and sleep all day long, jealous ehh :)

It's 5am now, gotta get ready for school soon.. BYE!


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blase eyes
Monday, November 9, 2009



I have got this rising urge of anti-colonialism after the History paper, screw you Cambridge. I kept mentioning Burma in my essay(British colonized Burma before WW2), scrutinizing every single evil deed that they committed there, hoping that they get my message.
The only way to console myself is that moderation can save me, hoping that some bad-ass essays got lost on their way to Britain.

I am aiming for an A for my H1 math tmr. YEA GO ON AND LAUGH, I expected that. AIM HIGH GOT WRONG MEH! I love math, ignore my previous ranting of math is useless heehee.

Well the A levels are here so I don't have to countdown to it anymore instead, 11 days to the big F. It's not fuck, it's FREEDOM! sweeeeet :)


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moral hazard.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009



Cause' like a flame
You brighten up my world
Every corner bears a print of you
You really make me feel brand new

Hey guys, 6 more days to the big examination that I've been preparing for 2 years. I'm like so eggcited on one hand because I can finally break free from MOE but on the flip side, afraid that I might not do well. My biological clock is screwed up, I will sleep at 5am and wake up in the afternoon. How to go for exam like that! >:

Wish me luck please, I NEED IT :(


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