"When the going gets tough, the tough gets going.
Things happen twice. Once in your mind, the other in action.
We write our own chapters in life, we are who we are."
and it goes on...
This question has been bothering me for the past 2 months. I've been doing some serious thinking this few days, the thought of giving up kept popping out in my mind.
You guys might say that if I didn't tell her my feelings, how would I know whether I would succeed, but I tried getting close to her but she treats me as if I was invisible.
Since young,I am abit shy when talking to girls and I've been trying my best to change but when I see her, I turned from rambo to nemo.
Foolish me for coming up with the idea of getting close to her through bowling but nothing in this world goes according to plan.
This is the first time I felt something for a girl,I'm not lying and neither am I gay or picky but I'm waiting for the one.
Bowling was awesome because I'm a nebo member ;D, which means $2.50 per game! I lost count of how many times I actually visited the bowling alley in Tampines Safra during the march break.
Tingyi's birthday celebration on saturday was fun as well. I didn't know what to get for her and was nearly late thus I've to take a cab down to Sengkang. The steamboat was hilarious as when we waited for like 30 minutes and the soup still wasn't boiling and in the end it was because Granny Tingyi did not put the plug in the right socket.
Keagen became the prawn guy, peeling prawn shells for the girls and Sarah was being retarded, as usual LOL! Then it was wii session and heads up to Sam Loh for owning Sarah in the dancing game hahahah.
Girls are so farnee, one moment they were shouting 'omg I gotta go becos it's late!' then the next moment they were taking pictures ;o, anyway still waiting for the birthday girl to upload the pictures yah.
More good news! Manchester United lost 2-0 to Fulham and Rooney,Scholes and Berbatov are out for the next few matches due to injury and suspensions. This is great news man which means Liverpool still got a shot in getting the EPL trophy this season!
AND...Liverpool thrashed Aston Villa 5-0! They were like fired up sia, winning Real Madrid 4-0 and then defeating arch rivals 4-1, and now another victory with 5 goals. I so can't wait for the clash between Liverpool and Chelsea in the Champion's League.
Every now and then, you meet people of different backgrounds and personalities but on some occasion you would meet someone special. Someone who can make you feel like you're in heaven and can also make you feel like you're in hell.
You know i still LOVE you baby, And it will never change
I want nobody, nobody but you I want nobody, nobody but you I want no one else but you Can't have anyone but you I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
Why are you trying to push me away? you know that I hate it, you ignore what im saying Why are you trying to send me to other? You push me away like a little each day why?
Saying that this is for my own good Saying that you are just not worth it Please, stop it right now coz' you know me enough that i will come back to you no matter what!
I want nobody, nobody but you I want nobody, nobody but you I want no one else but you Can't have anyone but you I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
I want nobody, nobody but you I want nobody, nobody but you I want no one else but you Can't have anyone but you I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
All the pushing won't change my feelings I am happy to have you, more than willing to please you i'm begging you please don't walk away from me Coz' i can't be happy away from your side
Saying that this is for my own good Saying that you are just not worth it Please, stop it right now coz' you know me enough that i will come back to you no matter what!
I want nobody, nobody but you I want nobody, nobody but you I want no one else but you Can't have anyone but you I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
I want nobody, nobody but you I want nobody, nobody but you I want no one else but you Can't have anyone but you I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
I don't want nobody, body I don't want nobody, body Life is unperfect without seeing you I cannot have anyone but you... ahhh
I want nobody, nobody but you I want nobody, nobody but you I want no one else but you Can't have anyone but you I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
I want nobody, nobody but you I want nobody, nobody but you I want no one else but you Can't have anyone but you I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
Rap: BacK to the days when we were so young and wild and free Everything we had back then was like a dream If only i could turn back time Why do you keep on pushing me away? why do you push me away? I don't want nobody, nobody, nobody. nobody but you
After the demolition of real madrid in the Champions League, Liverpool faces their rival on saturday in the English Premier League. Everyone, and I mean every other guy in the street all assume Liverpool will be losing this one.
I mean come on, Manchester United ain't invincible. They have a string of good results but in this kind of games, anything can happen and it happened. Unaffected by the negative comments by the masses, I went to my friend's house to watch the match and yes he is a Manchester United fan.
The match started off with Manchester United dominating which isn't surprising and what do ya know, a penalty was awarded to them and Cristiano Ronaldo scored without hesitation, 1-0.
Minutes later, a long pass back to Vidic was thwarted by Torres and off he goes to finish it by shooting at the bottom corner of the goalpost, 1-1.
Just before half-time, another penalty was awarded and it was to the visitors. Steven Gerrard shot brought the atmosphere up as Liverpool was leading, 1-2.
It was until the late period of the game before a tackle on Steven Gerrard causes Nemanja Vidic to be sent off and a free-kick awarded at the outside of the penalty box. Fabio Aurelio curled the ball in when Van Der Sar wasn't prepared, 1-3.
Manchester United was definitely demoralised by the sending off of Vidic and of course the score. Andrea Dossena had to deliver more pain by scoring the last goal at old trafford, 1-4.
'peep, peeeeeeep' The full-time whistle was blown and Liverpool has defeated the leader of the Premier League with a astonishing result of 1-4.
Cristiano Ronaldo is not performing up to standards like what he did last year, complaceny or arrogance? Maybe what he know was just...diving? Haha.
Just to update you guys, I got a 'D' for my A levels Chinese which is sad because I expected a 'C' or better. Even though a 'C' doesn't aid me in my points calculation for university admission but at least look it nicer right.
Looking at my seniors getting their results is heart-wrenching. There will be 2 scenarios that will happen to me next year and on that very day I will either be crying out tears of joy or tears of disappointment and I'm not going for the latter by the way.
I am still holding on to my econs lecture book at page 8 while typing this blog post because common test is just tomorrow! Often then not, I will give more time to econs as compared to the other subjects because it is always the first H2 paper.
It's torturous to keep your feelings within you and I've tried so hard to let if fade however it's not as simple as it seems. I just can't give you up for the sake of my studies even though I know it will take a toll on me, life is just not fair.
Saturday, March 28, 2009
