
Don't try to explain your mind
I know what's happening here
One minute it's love
And suddenly it's like a battlefield
How long has it been peeps, 5 months? Well i'm back but not for long because i'm having my block leave now before I get posted to a new unit in national service. Sucks but what to do, we have to 'defend' our nation you know.. Doesn't sound noble eh? Haha but I just wanna get it over and done with.
Life in military ain't fun, you can't do this, can't do that and many more can't. I'm glad that I've passed the toughest days in army which is life as a recruit. You get scolded for no reason, you can't have many privileges well basically you're a dog lah! On the flip side, I've actually benefited from it too like becoming fitter *ahem* and also have some monthly allowances and free medical services all day round in government hospitals :D
Previously i'm a shy door mouse, really not wanting to be outspoken and just following the motion but I've then felt that we only have this one chance to live in this world, why not live it to the fullest? I believe we should try whatever shit we can try now before regretting when our hair turned white. This way you would have known that well I've did what I wanted, no regrets left.
Do what you feel is best for you, be true to yourself.
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