
I'm feeling so terrible now. I thought I was strong and brave enough to let go of everything but why do I still think of her? She's in my mind the whole day and I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me. The thought of her takes my emotions on a roller coaster ride and the question always came back to me, what should I do?
I miss her hysterical laughter that will come out of nowhere.
I miss her randomness which never fails to amaze me.
I miss her late night messages where she whines to me about her work.
I miss her attempts to talk to me in chinese and she always claims she can speak well.
I miss her straightforwardness where we can talk about anything under the sun.
I miss her so badly :(
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